i wanna scream, shout, cry. but i just can't. the thought of losing you for almost forever is just excruciating. seriously, i really wanna cry. but i still have a slight tinge of hope that you can stay. really. i know i'm going to be super emotional when you leave. ): the thought of losing you, and seeing you go will be too....... hard for me to bear. the results came out, and i know, i just got a feeling, that i'll lose you. i know you don't like teary goodbyes, but still... it's hard. sorry. manda, i know the feeling like yours. freak, i'm starting to cry. i'm sorry. but i hope that you've had a great time, and you'll leave with no regrets. don't need to feel sorry, just go. the only thing i want, is a picture with you. or a neoprint with you. and webcamming sessions often. it's you that never fail to make me smile. it's you that never fail to make me laugh. it's you that made me like LOVE dongbang. it's you that complete me. it's you that sing dbsk songs with me. life will be weird without you laughing at me, pulling my hand. life will be weird without your laughter, life will be weird without you informing me stuff about dongbang. in all, everything will be weird without you, my best. i'm sorry. my tears just can't be controlled knowing that i have very little time with you now. just know that i super miss you, and super love you. and love, isn't a word to be easily used unless you really mean it. i love you.

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