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Thursday, September 17, 2009

tsktsk. courtesy of jiin (: thank her that i posted today please :D hahah.

i am recently infected by a suju craze :O SAVE MEEEEEEE! i can't betray dongbang. HMPH. must look at dbsk more often bah. :P :D :) hahah. omg. recently there's dbsk poster in TEENAGE. BUY IT. it's dbsk the secret code poster :O HAHAHHAA. i screamed at jaejae's hotness you know! :P HAHAHAH. i miss jiin.
it's been pratically a month since i saw her. D: I MISS YOU JIIN! btw, jiin ah. since you left, many things happened you know! many, many things. i started to hate SOMEONE in my class. alot alot of things happened. but we're far apart. i miss you, i seriously do. :( exams are coming, i wanna score well and show that bengkiat i don't THAT suck in maths. )x but it's gonna be hard. jiin best! when you coming back?! i miss you ): really i miss you D:

i am recently in love with SUPERJUNIOR :O rachel was like: WHAT?! THEN DONGBANG LEH! hahah. don't worry lah. i LOVELOVELOVE dongbang, i LOVELOVE super junior :) tsktsk. i'll stay faithful to dbsk (: hehheh.

projects are a serious bore. i miss my best. EOY is coming. SOME class people suck. irresponsible people suck. tell me, what in my life can be worse?! ):

jiin ah. come back soon okay! :) i'm missing you alot. hope your sis gets well soon :) btw, REMEMBER TO BUY DBSK PHOTOBOOK, AND CHECK IF GOT SUJU PHOTOBOOK! I WANT A SUJU PHOTOBOOK D: (:

many many things happened lately. it made me think if there's really such a thing in the world called true friendship. maybe there is, maybe there isn't. it really set me thinking very deeply. are there people in this world that actually won't betray you? hah. maybe it's true, but in this class. there ain't. they may be people that are so freaking nice to you, but it's pain to know that they might actually be faking it. stop faking like you're the bloody nice person okay. cos you ain't. you're just a bitch that pushes the tooting blame around. where's your freaking senses?! maybe it's in your ass. and you don't have any thinking. FAKER!

amanda gave me her last letter yst. ): not gonna write until EOY ends. D: same with yeethien D:
ouh, they won't write to me until EOY end D: too busy alr ): but nvm luh. GANBATTE FOR EXAMS! (: you can do it de. (to manda and yeethien) thennnnn, manda, you can look forward to the date with me and jiin! :D let's take neos as memories. :) i wanna keep the memories of you, me, jiin in my heart. forever, and ever. :) and even though she will leave, at least i have a memory of her, my best friend, and you, my awesome god-angel. (: and the memories of us, will be kept and locked in my heart forever (: PARK JIIN, I'LL MISS YOU (: and saranghamnida. i know it might not be confirmed, YET. but still, it's in advance. cos i know you'll definitely make it. right? :) it's your wish. and my wish for you, is to be happy there cos saranghaeyo :)

PLANS AFTER EOY ENDS (14 oct)
  1. watch alot of dbsk and suju videos
  2. start finding dbsk/suju merachandise to buy
  3. start saving up my $$
  4. plan a date with best and manda (:
  5. continue making present (:
  6. clique outing (:
  7. sentosa outing with clique and selena's clique! (:
  8. SPECIAL time with rachel <3>
  9. CELEBRATE EOY END! (:
  10. start planning for hols :D
  11. SPECIAL SPECIAL time with best (if possible) <3
  12. BUY DBSK AND SUJU MERCHANDISE!
  13. PLAY, COMMING, GO OUT with clique! :)
  14. go neoprint with manda and jiin! :)
  15. GO OUT WITH JIIN BEST! <3
  16. GROW MY NAILS! :D
  17. CLIQUE OUTING/RUN AT NIGHT! :)

i'd swear, after the EOY exams, everyone will be happy and celebrating like shit :D i'm sure clique will go out ((: hehheh. i'm looking forward to it uh. :) tsktsk. i'm going crazy over yesung. :D HAHAHHA. crap. :X lol. OMG. DBSK MUST BE TOP ON MY LIST. AHHHHHHHHH. i am going crazy. D:

I AM DESPERATE FOR DBSK and SUJU stuff. omg. anyone knows where to findddddd! D: i especially want a suju photobook :D

since i alr have a dbsk one, why not buy a suju one? (x hehheh. hope best manages to find a suju photobook for me in korea (: AND HOPE SHE BUYS BACK THE 'PLEASE BE MINE' PHOTOBOOOK! :D tsktsk. i hope best will manage to buy. :D hahah. and another thing. i pray that AADBSK3 will have eng subs D: or not i won't understand a single thing :X oh wait, i can. :D a bit! hahah. but still, pray that there's eng subs D: cos now jiin watching, then she say don't have eng subs D: tsk, maybe it's because you're watching IN KOREA. then using KOREAN computer, or KOREAN dvd player. that's why no eng subs. when i watch, it'll be SINGAPORE computer. maybe will have eng subs? (: hha. it's called being optimistic. (:

ahhh, what a long post (: relieves my feelings (: i miss jiin D: surprisingly, i have more good friends in teekaygeeass :X but 6pa is th nicest class ever (: nice memories (class chalet), horrible ones too (kmh, ughhh gross), sad ones(farewell), fun(we went out for movie tgt). pri sch we were immature, but had lots of fun. tkgs, we're mature, but we're having as much fun. or maybe more fun. maybe it's true. your best friends are from sec sch. everyone has moved on and made new best friends. you guys may not quite remember me, but i still have you guys in my heart okay? (: especially my yixuan hubbyyy :) teekaygeeass have all almost all my best friends there. we play, act retarded, get scolded as a class. :) but of course, 6pa is forever in my heart. however bad, however sweet, our memories are locked in my heart :) and you guys, will forever be in my heart :) i love you guys :)

to yixuan hubbbyyyyy! :

thanks for being the awesomest jie. :) you have always been supporting me, encouraging me in whatever i did. you've really taught me many many many things and i love you :) very fast almost 9 months have passed since 6pa ' 08 graduated. i can agree, that we have all matured and moved on. but we all have things we can't put down. that is our friendship :) i know i've matured since i came to tkgs. and i can tell you're happy in anglican too. (: that's truely, and proof that we've all moved on. but in our hearts, we still have each other:) thank you, for always being there for me when i felt sad, depressed, tired, and felt like giving up. thank you for letting me confide in you my secrets. :) i know i can always trust you with my secrets, knowing that you'll never tell them out. thank you, cos you mean alot to me:) you mean more than a jie to me :) to me, you're like my real sister, always looking out for me, taking care of me, fussing over me when i just got an ordinary sprain. but it's all for my own good right? (: everything you did for me, i'm very touched. :) the way you took care of us like a sister, the way you laughed and joked with us, the way you jump and go crazy with us, the way you comfort me. i'm touched :) i seriously am. :) i know that sometimes we really go too overboard, but you still don't usually flare up. instead you just keep it to yourself. i know that, okay? please don't keep everything to yourself. it's very hard and very pain. anything you can just tell me. :) i'm your mei okay! (: sorry, i mean i'm your wifeyyyyy :) hahah. since you're my hubby :D and i know, that sec sch life is damn stressful, and your trainings are killing you... but don't worry, i'm here for you :) and please, for heaven's sake, don't injure your leg anymore. do you know that everytime you sprain injure your leg, i heart pain okay ! cos i don't know how to help you D: please, please rest your ALREADY injured leg. don't let the injury get worse, please? :) lastly, i love youuuuu! :)

anyway, manue is leaving for bangkok tonight. asked her to buy fbts for me :D hahah. box-cut de. :P haha. anyway, hope she has a safe flight! :) God bless her! :)))






NICOLE CRACKERS

My day's on 05.06.
My best friend's separated from me
She's PARK JI IN
i love you, baby.
i love my friends and clique (:
i love my awesome seniors and the best CCA on earth; THE INTERACT CLUB.
i'm insanely in love with kpop


  • a nice first

  • to see the nine suju members~

  • to see ALL OF super junior

  • to have super show 3 in singapore

  • to go to super show 3 in singapore~

  • to see Siwon (only cause i saw him once, then i put him)

  • to have bonamana ver A album

  • to have bonamana ver B album

  • to have bonamana ver C album

  • to see dbsk

  • to see SHINee

  • to see SHINee again

  • to see SHINee again

  • to see lee min ho

  • to see leeminho again

  • to see brown eyed girls
  • to see brown eyed girls again
  • to shake junho oppa's hand
  • to get junho oppa's autograph
  • to see kim junho <3
  • to see kim junho again <3
  • to see kim junsu <3
  • to go korea~

  • to go to SEOUL'D OUT CONCERT 2011

  • to go to Sg.E.A 2011 with mosh pit tickets!

  • a 32 GB itouch :D

  • a polaroid camera :D

  • to get all of shinee's autograph

  • to get all of suju's autograph

  • to get all of dongbang's autograph

  • for dongbang to not disband

  • for suju to not disband






  • am not linking anyone (: i'm lazy. :/