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Thursday, October 22, 2009

somehow, in a part of me, i have this feeling that i don't know what it is. is it that hard for me to figure out? idk. somehow, i feel like a part of me now is missing. and i think i know what it is. it's best. :( last time, if best was here, i won't feel so lonely. i wouldn't feel so missing. i wouldn't feel so sad and emoey even though i screwed up my papers. and now that best's in USA, i miss her tonnes! it's just a veryveryvery weird feeling. suddenly a part of you is missing. :( it's going to be a month since she left alr yeah? that day she left is 29.09.09. i'm never forgetting that day. cos it's so impt to me. last time, she was here. she knew my troubles, she comforted. now, she isn't here, i can't sms her, i can't msn with her, i can't see her, i can't hug her. :( i really miss her tonnes! i haven't seen her for so long, and i'm missing her. HEARD THAT BEST? I'M MISSING YOU ALOT ! if you still come my blog... i hope you din forget me even though we're apart now. i wonder how you're coping cos i still haven't received your email! rawrrrr, recently have alotalot probs, i really wanna tell you them! but you're never online the same time as me cos of the time diff! :( i miss you tonnes, and tonnes, and tonnes. i miss your everything :( yes, including your laughter unfortunately. :X hahah. okay. one teardrop. :X

but on the bright side, i'm lucky to have dingdong and doubleuechemmelpee that i can confide and tell my secrets/troubles to :) and dingdong has the nicest solutions and advice and words :) seriously, she's the awesome one. :) ahhh, i really miss jiin. :(

cos i miss park jiin tonnes, tonnes, tonnes. 3 teardrops.





NICOLE CRACKERS

My day's on 05.06.
My best friend's separated from me
She's PARK JI IN
i love you, baby.
i love my friends and clique (:
i love my awesome seniors and the best CCA on earth; THE INTERACT CLUB.
i'm insanely in love with kpop


  • a nice first

  • to see the nine suju members~

  • to see ALL OF super junior

  • to have super show 3 in singapore

  • to go to super show 3 in singapore~

  • to see Siwon (only cause i saw him once, then i put him)

  • to have bonamana ver A album

  • to have bonamana ver B album

  • to have bonamana ver C album

  • to see dbsk

  • to see SHINee

  • to see SHINee again

  • to see SHINee again

  • to see lee min ho

  • to see leeminho again

  • to see brown eyed girls
  • to see brown eyed girls again
  • to shake junho oppa's hand
  • to get junho oppa's autograph
  • to see kim junho <3
  • to see kim junho again <3
  • to see kim junsu <3
  • to go korea~

  • to go to SEOUL'D OUT CONCERT 2011

  • to go to Sg.E.A 2011 with mosh pit tickets!

  • a 32 GB itouch :D

  • a polaroid camera :D

  • to get all of shinee's autograph

  • to get all of suju's autograph

  • to get all of dongbang's autograph

  • for dongbang to not disband

  • for suju to not disband






  • am not linking anyone (: i'm lazy. :/