ILOVEYOUKEYBABY <3

YES, I AM FALLING IN LOVE WITH KEY MORE. :P WHO ASK HIM SO HOTTTTT. haha. i'm currently having severe monday blues. but on the other hand, i''m excited to see my friends and teachers that i haven't seen for two months. and i'm excited on what Daddy God has in store for me and my sec 2 life. and what type of sec 1 juniors i'll have this year. and who'll get into exco for interact. :D

i still remember last year, 4 january. the first day of my sec 1 life. it was melancholic. i was happy to be able to make it into my dream sch. i was excited to make new friends. i was really happy when i successfully made new friends, and had a new, best friend.

but then came the bad stuff. i quarrelled with my best friend once. and it was horrible. we stopped talking for awhile. i was miserable. i wanted it to stop. i wanted my best friend back again. i apologised. fortunately, we made up. then came the bad news. she was leaving for usa.

i felt so shocked and hurt. i din expect all these to happen. i felt guilty. very guilty for not spending enough time with her, very guilty for quarrelling with her. lastly, we depended on each other alot, went out tgt and did everything tgt, i'm very guilty for not able to be there for her when she's overseas. because of this major thing, i cried alot. it's the major thing that happened to me.

it was one setback after another. after my late uncle's death earlier on feb 13, then came this. i was tired of staying strong already. obstacles came one after another. i wanted to cry everytime someone mentioned smth korean or mentioned her name. the day before she left, when miss ang announced the news, i cried. i cried not because i only knew that she'll leave that day. i cried because i was sad and din expect that day to come to fast. i even wasn't afraid of offending mr tang when he mentioned her just shortly after she left. i was sad, hurt, and tired of staying strong. thankfully, my friends were all there. clique wrote me a letter to comfort me. and i knew i wasn't alone. dingdong was always there for me, cheering me up with retarded words, praying for me. clique, dingdong. i love you guys loads, and i really treasure you guys.

as the year starts again tmr, i hope 2010 will be a better year for me and others. we'll have lesser fights, and have a bonding friendship before we separate in sec 3. i will never forget our memories tgt and how great a friend you all have been to me. <3 thanks for everything bitches. <3

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