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Monday, May 31, 2010
5 more days! lately, i think i've been depending too much on people. ): freakshitman. darling and mommy went for obs today. ): me and baby miss them alr. ): fatin texted me an hour ago. she pressed wrong stop for tkgs. that blur and silly swan lol. now she's enduring pain in the dentist. HAWHAW. who ask her be so mean to me. :/ but she's still poorthing lah. LOL. the dentist filled her cavities. too much sweets. HAHA sissy's coming back tmr happymuchh. gonna bring my cupcakes to the airport for her! god, i'm so dead. gonna stay up today i think. to study korean. ah freak man. i have oral tmr. i'm starting to miss obs people alr. ): i wonder if divyata's okay. ): i wonder if darling's fine and not overexerting herself. ): i wonder if mommy's fine. ): (okay no wait. i think she's enjoying herself) i wonder if marie's okay. ): urghhh. i miss them shitloads alr. ): tsk fine i shall spam their phone with messages especially darling's. (: hahah. i shall blog about baby next. (: hi baby elyn. (: i feel like i'm depending on you so much. ): you've been doing so much work, but i don't do much. ): tsk, baby. ): and i know you miss ahem okay (: nvm lah, just think of 5june. (: think of my birthday better. (: hmm, mommy and darling and marie all texted me before they left. ): marie- yst. she was like : tsktsk. marie leaving for obs tmr, nicole never say byebye. tsktsk. O: i'm so sorry. haha. darling - yst and today ): i shan't tell you what she said (: -just know i love you no matter what- hahaha i miss you darling ): yeah, i'll text you everyday k! before she left today - byeee i'm leaving! don't miss me ): i love you! impossible, i miss you alr. ): mommy - i shan't tell you what mommy said either (: ok mommy! i love you too. (: dont' worry, i'll help you (: before mommy left - bye dear (: please take care of yourself! i'll miss you. love you (: miss me while i'm in obs (: mommy take care k! i love you too. byeee mommy dear! yeah i miss you ): damn it, i really miss obs people alr. ): ): everytime i see your photos. i think of how close our clique was last time. but now, i guess i'm the most 'out' one right. you come to me, only for favours. wth's your problem. i have feelings too bitch. idk if it's me, or just you. the rest of the clique are okay with me, so what's your bloody problem. seriously, you've been staring at me everytime i play with my seniors or juniors. i heard from selena that you guys hated me to mention about my seniors/juniors in front of your face. fine fuck you. i changed for you. i stopped mentioning them completely. and now i drifted away from one alr. the one that i've been damn close to since last year. because of you, i drifted from her. now i'm abit close to juniors, you wanna stare at me. LIKE WTF. stare, then stare. you alr caused me hurt okay. fine. i quarrelled with A. now R took over me. thanks, she's the substitute for me. mind you, do you know how much like a follower she looks. no offence, really. you three are just talking, but she's just at the back following, and occasionally, laughing and butting into your conv. thanks. i feel so out of this damn clique alr. ykw, i cried for you guys before. now i don't care. i just want this year to end. super junior, take my sadness away, and give me happiness please. |
 NICOLE CRACKERS My day's on 05.06. My best friend's separated from me She's PARK JI IN i love you, baby. i love my friends and clique (: i love my awesome seniors and the best CCA on earth; THE INTERACT CLUB. i'm insanely in love with kpop am not linking anyone (: i'm lazy. :/ |