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Monday, July 5, 2010
i cried 4 times today. it hurt real bad. first time - when i saw news on twitter about kangin in army second - when i saw pictures of fans' balloons/banners third - when i saw pictures of kangin + members + fans at the army entrance fourth - when i watched the videos/fancams. i think four times won't be four times. in time to come, i'll still cry. till 16th april, kangin oppa, i'll wait for you. till 8 years later, super junior oppas, i'll wait for you to be super junior again. teuk: 'i want to sing and dance together as super junior, even when we are 31.' i'll wait, 8 years later, i'll be 22. i'll still wait. super junior'll forever remain my best group. teuk also said, rather than crying and feeling sad, cheer for Kangin so that he can come back safely and accomplish great works. kangin said, when i'm there take care of my members. hell yes, i feel like crying again. kangteuk couple ah~ don't be sad. 13elieve, protect, and always love them. / can you imagine, how ironic it is. that i used to dislike shindong and kangin last year. and i only focused on liking yesung. but, after watching variety shows, only then, did i realise how much i actually did love every single member. only after i really started loving and appreciating every single member, did i realise.. real ELFs are fans that love and appreciate every single member, for who they are and how they look at every stage of their career no matter how ugly they were, and understanding their feelings, and promise to go through it with them, no matter what. fake ELFs are antis or should i say, mild fans that just go crazy because of their looks, and disliking even just one member in that group, or disliking the member just after they have an ugly hairstyle. fake ELFs, are fans that don't appreciate them. then, i realised my mistake. i realised how much a fake ELF i've been. but now, i'm gonna be a real fan. a real ELF. one that stays along their side, stays aong the members' side, as they go through sadness today, when kangin left. one that shares their happiness with them. one that shares their sadness with them. one that shares their burden with them. one that always feels happy with whatever achievements they have. one that is willing to wait for them, no matter the period of time, even 8 years. i'll be one of the million ELFs worldwide, to still love and protect and support super junior. i'm glad, i realised my big mistake early, before it was too late, to start appreciating everyone, every single member in super junior. i'll strive super hard, work super hard to find a job, and to save up money for super show 3 at the end of the year. for super junior, anything is worth it. till 16th april, and 8 years later, i'll wait for super junior to be complete again. saranghaeyo, yeongwonhi. KangIn, Stay Strong. it'll be A Short Journey. |
 NICOLE CRACKERS My day's on 05.06. My best friend's separated from me She's PARK JI IN i love you, baby. i love my friends and clique (: i love my awesome seniors and the best CCA on earth; THE INTERACT CLUB. i'm insanely in love with kpop am not linking anyone (: i'm lazy. :/ |